I'm here

I'm at work but I'm not present.



I find myself enthralled with photography blogs. I love looking at the photos people have captured. How do they do it? How do they see that shot?



The cameras, lens, and light.

The terminology used to describe how this shot was possible. I find it fascinating. None of it sinks in of course. I find my self with a longing to capture such beautiful photos. I don't even know how to load pictures onto the computer. I just haven't made my self learn, haven't allowed my self the time and dedication that it will take. I am not interested in starting something I can't finish, again. Not interested in getting involved in something that will use up so much of my time and money and focus that has no practicality, no purpose. It would be selfish of me really.

What will I do with it? Will I be good at it?



Does it matter if I am good at it, or if it has any purpose, if it takes up some of my time? Will it matter to any one if I tried and failed?



I think I just talked myself into something.



I am so busy with work and kids school and sports and social lives what better thing to learn and grow into and practice on then taking pictures of my family doing what they love, what makes them happy. Terry's ongoing DIY and vehicle projects.



I think I have some research to do.



Thanks for walking through this with me.