
I am filled with many different feelings and emotions.
I am not sad. Not one little bit. No tears will flow today. I had flowers waiting for me on my old desk when I arrived at work this morning. It was really sweet. A thoughtful gesture that was frankly unexpected.
You see I have shut down here at work long ago, I withdrew from the daily gossip and political BS that goes along with every office or work place. I shut it right off except for my Terry. I realize that may not have been the healthiest of approaches. I was simply listening and giving into what my body told me I wanted. I was just unhappy here.
It has been quite the journey right from the beginning when I showed up at in the warehouse working for free as part of my Parts School work experience. After two weeks I managed to convince them to take me on full time. Thank goodness. I was surviving. I won't get into all of that again here though...the end of that chapter is here.
I no longer need to survive. I am walking out of these doors 9 years later with what I came looking for, a better me.
I may have a different last name (last name number four) then when I began this journey but I am leaving with what I started out looking for. That inner voice who used to scream at me to come out from way down deep inside is now riding proud on the outside of me. I am living out loud.
Onto the next chapter. I am pretty excited with a touch of anxious.
*NOTE: no eggs where injured in the making of this post...well, maybe just the blue one....

You are an amazing person and even though this work place is horrible and depressing you managed to survive it and become a better person. I am very proud of you and know that you / our future is bright and will continue to get better. I love you honey.
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