I AM

I am: a worry wart. I want/need every one around me comfortable and happy.

I think: I am pretty smart but I often sell my self short so I don't disappoint others.

I know: there is real love

I want: my children to have a strong voice and be compassionate to others

I have: an internal unknown sadness

I dislike: fake people

I miss: my Grandpa
I fear: my children won't be able to make it on their own and that I will have trouble letting them fall

I feel: too sensitive. too affected by what others think

I hear: the laughter of my wonderful husband who makes my heart beat wildly

I smell: the ripe smell of the cat litter box

I crave: a road trip

I usually: panic when I have to be one on one in conversation

I search: for quiet, relaxed, carefree moments

I wonder: why I had to waste so much time getting here.

I regret: being so insecure and scared for so long

I love: red wine

I care: sometimes too much

I am always: trying to get my kids to talk to me more

I worry: quite a lot about my children's futures

I remember: the feel of our first kiss like it was yesterday
I have: anxiety
I dance: pretty bad
I sing: so loud in the truck when I am alone not worried at all who sees me
I don’t always: work as hard as I can/should
I argue: I don't like conflict, but my ex-husband can get me going pretty quickly
I write: in my blog but I am afraid to write in a journal
I lose: my cell phone constantly
I wish: I always knew what to say
I listen: to the birds in the morning
I don’t understand: why I can't just relax around people
I can usually be found: cheering in the stands
I am scared: that my husband will die before I do and leave me alone
I need: coffee
I forget: to take care of myself
I am happy: for the life I have


I found this meme at Emma's blog.
you can play along.
c'mon.
you know you want to.